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Y .Monday, May 14, 2007.

why.
why muz u do this to me?
wad did i do wrong
why r u so damn against me?
i haf made up my mind nt to hate u animore.
cuz u r soo much older.
bt then.
i still
hate u.

who freakin care abt wad u say
u dun haf the rite to boss me arnd.
fish u
fried u
skin u
damn u.

it so obvious.
so obvious tt i m nt as pro
nt as pro as my section
i noe.
i dun fit there.
juz kik me out.
instead of torturin me lyk tt
i feel lyk dyin.

i ain pro lyk perc
i ain as capable as my frens
i ain as sociable either
selfish. cool. carn be bothered me
wad u wan me to do?
u noe how much
i haf always wanted to scream
to shout?
i wan to die.
a painless death.
nth came in my mind to prevent me frm doin so

bt then.
this is running away.
i dun wan to be a coward
bt i m sick of bein cheerful.
juz pretend i ain hurt
i ain scare.
i wanna rebel
it's juz a shell

this ain a way
to show how capable u realli are
wad u wan me to do?
the stare. the glare. the swear.
its born within me
wad u wan me to do?
go for some surgery n destroy all these stuffs
no way man.

i hate u
prawn.
i wanna u to suffer.
much much more than i did
if onli i m able to do so.

maybe i m nt suppose to exist.
maybe it wrong to brin me to earth
one day
juz let me disappear frm evryone's life
n no one will rmb me.

i regretted nt goin for IP
bt still another half din wanna go
haiz

i ran out of tears.
spare me some.

its so obvious.
she hates me. n i hate her too



YYY
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