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Y .Saturday, August 19, 2006.

i hate evrything... i hate feelins... sometimes i wished i cn be more cold...then i wuld'n have to care how ppl feel.... bt i cnt... i still have my emotions somewhere... happiness nvr seems to show much..onli loneliness, guilty, regretful etc... if all i haf is this stupid negative feelins...why bother to haf it in de 1st place... froze my heart...let my emo die...i wuld'n haf to care...neither do i haf to suffer...

ppl sae cryin helps... i dun believe...it nvr works..so i nvr cry... its so childish...
ppl sae they care... bt sometimes...they dun... they onli care abt themselves..
i hate evrything..i hate sch...i hate de tchrs...i sometimes even hate my cca..dun ask me why...
i dun even feel lyk goin to sch...

i even hate my own home, my relatives... thus, frozen my emotions...it de bez way to escape
i hate de world...seems to b against evrything... tt's why u asked why i nvr thought for others...its better to think abt urself... then askin then gettin hurt again n again...
parents dun even understand....so why shuld frens do? i give up..just live my own way

random post...cuz by rotten mood again..shuld consider givin up...



YYY
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