Y .Thursday, August 17, 2006.
sometimes...its better to let go of ur crutches for a while...let me fly out for a while...i promise i will return...i promise i will return to where i belong...at least let me taste de sense of freedom...
u sae tt i m not old enugh laz yr...wad abt now? sec sch le...still dun wna let go...do u noe i m suffocatin inside? i m out of breath soon...breakin down le... let me go. please i beg u
i wan to go out for a while oso cnt...i wan to go out wif frens oso cnt...i even wan my own room oso cnt... wth... wad u wan?? u r refrainin me from communicatin wif de world... i noe how to handle frens...i noe who is bad n good...somemore i haf been betrayed before la...durin pri 6...who wun i be more alert n careful... now i m still stuck in ur crutches...surrounded by darkness... n u wan me to be frank wif u? no way...u carn even hear de scream i had in my heart...
school
okay enugh of crap...i agree i m in a bad mood todae...totally rotten since yesterdae...then todae worst... mdm teo kept us for a while cuz to tell us nt to buy any tchr dae prezzie for er...stupid...who wans to buy...then mrs franklin spent 1/2 of de lesson tryin to persuade us to go for de home sch link games day.... no one bothered...even monitress oso... so damn early la...
was sort of lectured by mr ang... (junying muz be heart broken) cuz we late...thx to mdm teo...
then ms chia sae wad she v disappointed cuz no one bothered to tell their parents to sign de test n then v little ppl handed in... no one cares actually...
oh ya recess...saw de upper sec dance... X) din c my couzin though...wonder where she is...saw her durin ct...hmm...was v eager to c her dance....standin at de canteen so saw lots of familiar ppl dancin...i dun feel lyk namin them... X)
band
went for crush... v stupid...then missed abit of band.... blahblahblah...lets fast forward...
went to com lab to watch video...v nice... de percussion rox lyk hell la... so cool...still wear sunglasses somemore.... and dey v enthu bt then all look so dead... no expression at all... omg...
haha then went bak for practices again...played disco lives....okiie this was stupid... sec 1 n sec 2 percussionists were called out to dance...and stupid...sherilyn n junying...watch out...argh! 1st round i went out...was blushin lyk hell la...junying culdn't stop laughin....dancin was horrible...i more enthu behind leh...in front so embarassin...
then 2nd round i din wna go...played de bells(xcuse) angie said i muz go nex time... bleugh...still wan poms poms leh...OMG!!!
sherilyn freaked out cuz SHE knocked/stepped into/on her...came out...freaked...lol...stupid...i cnt go kl...dun ask me why...ask my parents... hmm enugh for todae...s'pose to be studyin geo...left my book in class...brought bak A n C...s'pos eto be B...lol.... then now muz quickly post... get caught die...LOL... cya!